MY TEARS -A TESTIMONY
By Kiran Sewbran
I greet you all in THE Sovereign name of our Lord and saviour Jesus Christ.
After much prayerful consideration I’ve decided to share my testimony. My title is called , My Tears
Lamentation 3:48 Amplified version
My eyes overflow with streams of tears because of the destruction of the daughter of my people.
- I lost my 22 year daughter and her unborn son in an accident in Jan 2017.
- The driver admitted guilt for culpable homicide and reckless and negligent driving. All he received was a R20k fine and a 1 year suspension of his licence. (They called it justice!!!).
- My family was crushed – Never ever did we expect this.
- I had no answers to give my grieving wife and two daughters.
- Time & limited vocabulary restricts me from expressing the pain & abandonment we felt.
- In searching for answers I walked into a CKM
- Pst Anil prayed and said that my daughter was free from the abuse and suffering and was in a better place, and I asked myself ,how did he know that she was in an abusive relationship and on another occasion, Pastor prophesied that we have a calling to serve.
- Pastor Arvind prophesied and prayed for me on numerous occasions and on many things in my life that have come fruition and he kept on repeating a prophesy to me saying next level, which I did not understand.
- The Holy Spirit was speaking through both my Pastors.
- As I got to start serving the Lord, these prophecies started to manifest, I cannot explain it, but the hunger inside me to serve has just become stronger.
2 Corinthians chapter 1 verse 3 – 4 reads ,
PRAISE TO BE THE GOD AND FATHER OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST, THE FATHER OF COMPASSION AND THE GOD OF ALL COMFORT, WHO COMFORTS US ALL IN OUR TROUBLES, SO THAT WE CAN COMFORT THOSE IN ANY TROUBLES, WITH THE COMFORT WE OURSELVES RECEIVED FROM GOD.
I have learnt:
Whatever I have been put through, was for a reason , God is preparing me to help those whom are going to experience what I have been through, and what helped me was, Christ My Saviour , whom has walked with me, all the way, while serving him ,I find comfort and refuge from the pain , by devoting my time to the Lord and serving Him in His House.
I have been receiving strong messages of Forgiveness recently ,via different platforms and I am certain it’s not by coincidence or by chance, what was God trying to tell me? He was asking me to forgive the person that was involved in the demise of child and grandchild , and how difficult it may be I am preparing myself to do just that, because if God can forgive why can’t I, I believe we have to release the past to step into the next level.
We all have to go through storms in our lives. Would the disciples have known of Our miracle performing Lord if they were not on the boat in the storm? they had to be in storm to see the miracle, likewise we have go through to storms in our lives but knowing the Lord is on the boat with us gives the confidence that everything will be ok. I personally have seen the waters calming down and as I get to know Jesus more and more. Every problem is temporary and so is grief.
In conclusion:
- WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS , BUT WE DO KNOW WHO HOLDS THE FUTURE.
- LET GOD BE GOD.
- Genesis 50:20 New Living Translation
You intended to harm me, but God intended it all for good.
- Leave it to Him , He knows best.
Thank you.